well, everything are kind of settled down for me now. Almost back to the old lifestyle, just with an extra scar, an extra fear, that's all.

And i cant wait to start studying. I cant wait to complete my degree. And, I will only drive after Feb 14 2010. It's exactly a year after my accident, giving myself a gd year rest, after which i shall start. I know it wouldnt be easy, but i'm going to try. Everything in the world can be overcomed and i believe i can do it. Not only that, nothing is impossible. Believe it or not, the accident changed a little of my thinking. Last time, i used to have a childish dreaming thinking. Now, being more practical, being slow, as in taking time to consider, to think through. At least, i would say, in a matured way. And the car finally arrived. It's great. Cant wait to drive it, but as i said so, after Feb 14 2010.

Nov 1, is the date i shall get back to my old life. And forgetting all that happened. If you all know what it means. It certainly affects me deeply. But, i'm overcoming it bit by bit each day. And that scared feeling is fading. YEAH!

And i would like to thank my girl.

Yu, thanks for being always by my side. Sharing all emotions with me. Going through all emotions with me. You are great. =) muack you.

haa. my birthday is coming.

Birthday wish:
A Car, for me to drive, after feb 14 2010. And, i'm sure i had become a better driver. I'm sure of it.
Iphone or Itouch, for me to play game. Lol.
Playstation 3
A tv, for my room for me to play playstation 3
A desktop computer

Actually many things. haha. If frens are reading, start thinking of my present. WAHAHAHA.